au sudo as something depressing idk lol.
"you can’t just go around hating the world. what good will it do you if you don’t have any right definition of being happy or sad? you don’t have any direction in your life and you’re not some super human—you need direction.”
there is something deliberate, meticulous about joonmyun’s actions as he takes a slow sip from his mug of coffee. his gaze flickers from the steam wafting from the dark liquid and then back to kyungsoo’s face.
"direction is only for people who are lost—"
he settles the cup down on the counter table. fingers curl around the marble surface before he focuses again, on the other’s figure.
"—people like you, who are too idealistic for their own good. too naive in believing in potentially happy endings, fulfilling lives."
kyungsoo parts his lips in an effort to protest.
"i’m not lost," joonmyun instead cuts in. "i’m perfectly comfortable being a caustic bastard. i’m perfectly fine with accepting dystopia because let’s face it, kyungsoo. i’m not a nice guy, nor will i ever be, and you having the tiniest bit of faith in me is … hm … in the simplest terms?"
there is an unnerving silence.